Tag Archives: relationships

~Insights Into Why People Quit On You~

~Safety – They don’t feel safe with you.

~Lack Of Character – Integrity is lost and lack of trust is now permeating the relationship.

~Not Showing Up – You’re not there anymore.

~Lack Of Enthusiasm – The same things repeat over and over again and your energy boosting rubbing off on one another is lost.

~Changing Of Mind Often – Lack of reliably.

~Fake & Inauthentic – Eventually the upholded character will fall away.

~Lack Of Putting Effort Into The Relationship

~Arrogance – It’s a one sided relationship and all about one person.

~No Longer Relating

~Dealing With Conflict – Fight or flight or freeze mode; retreating and silent treatment.

~No long having a vision – Where is the relationship going?

~DiosRaw, 25/02/21, 15:32PM

The History & Theory Of Human Design

Welcome fellow souls to « The Human Family Crash Course Series, » a new project collaborated together by empress2inspire.blog and diosraw.com. Together we will be working on a different topic for each crash course; our third topic is focused on «Western Esotericism.» Each topic will have eight posts with posts on Mondays and Thursdays. We hope you enjoy our series and we look forward to knowing how our posts have inspired you!

The Human Design System. An emerging system of empowered self awareness. Designing is the tool of how you are on the genetic level and it provides a laser pointed insight on how your energy interacts with others and how you can live and choose authentically and what’s right for you, in love, in career, travel and all of life’s biggest decisions.

Albert Einstein once said, “A new type of thinking is essential if mankind is to survive and move to higher levels.”

The History and Theory of Human Design

Human Design came through the 80’s and it was channelled and received by a man who then went by the name of “Ra”. This system is a really profound tool and what Human Design practitioners say is just live your design, live the experiment, and see what happens. Human Design is basically a sign of differentiation. It says that we all are 99.9% genetically identical but what we are interested in is that 0.1% that makes us different. Human Design also has the ability to show our conditioning, how we get influenced or affected by our environment and by relationships. It offers profound insights and inexplicable wisdom in every area of our lives including the kind of career we will choose, relationships, the home environment, even talks to us about our sleep patterns and what’s healthier for that. Family relationships are probably the most important aspect of what affects our human design system.

If we look at the history a little bit, in 1987, this is when “Ra” who was formerly an entrepreneur himself, a magazine publisher, ad executive and also a musician.He was on an island of Ibiza in Spain and he had this profound and life altering experience where he received the system through what was called the voice over a period of 8 days. There is a human design system video from Ra on youtube where he describes how intense this experience was and was excruciating even. Basically the voice shared with him this kind of cosmology for the mechanics of the universe. It was both mystical and scientific at the same time and Ra has these experiences of insomnia, confusion. Headaches and what he thought was insanity coming his way. In the years that followed, he slowly started with individuals and friends and clients and that is when he really started to see value in this system. Since its inception in 1987, we have this system of Human Design practised all over the world. In many countries there have been conferences and quite a few books written now.

Mr. Jacobs, To You

Mr. Jacobs, to you,

I wish I could temporarily transplant your consciousness into mine.

So you could understand why I am the way I am. You never knew me before I got traumatised, you only know this self I am now.

We met down a street, a smile was all it took and you asked me if you knew me from somewhere.

You had a spiritual experience, you saw a light emanating from me and you felt your movements were not your own, perhaps directed by some unknown force.

This chance meeting that day saved us both, me from laying on train tracks until my blood splattered the end of my existence and you addiction, a dark road to go down.

From then I knew you from somewhere, I had seen your eyes before… from another lifetime, from another sphere.

You were there under the tree meeting me after work.

You took my hand and we ran through the city crowd.

You showed me a good time, to dance and to let go.

You turned the apartment into a jungle so this young girl’s dream of going to the amazonian rainforest was brought to the city.

You spend days with me, just you and me being silly.

In a way, you have allowed me to be myself.

Countless times you have held me in your arms.

You put up with all the pain I had and am still drowned in; the medications, the hospital visits, the appointments.

When I couldn’t sleep in the village you were waiting by the city bus stop in the early hours.

You were there for me when no one else was.

You looked for me, days on end, to make sure I was still alive and not in the woods.

You saved my life by sending me love whilst comatose after trying to take my life in the woods.

To see the one you love try kill themselves multiple times because they cannot cope with the pain must have been rough.

You took my virginity and make love to me so sensually, like other.

You spend night after night smoking with me and allowing me to have the gift of your presence.

And yes, things got messy.

I am sorry for the pain I caused you, I have learnt lessons I will never forget.

What hurts you energetically hurts me.

We hurt eachother, but we know why and we take a big sigh and let it all go. That was the past.

These connections require work, love and the ability to see a higher perspective.

And even though as we sometimes pretend I am on a day trip out from a local mental hospital and you are my carer, you make me feel less crazy than I do, you make me feel free to be my silly comedic self.

Your glassy blue eyes staring into mine, time after time.

Your intense stare sends passionate ripples throughout my body.

You make me feel alive, my whole beings tingles when you feel what I feel.

Then we head to the bedroom where we dance in cosmic wave of love.

I wish you knew me before it all happened.

I wish you could see me in all my glory, without these pills, PTSD, fibromyalgia, anxiety, depression and the rest…

I wish you could see what I see everyday, so you could know how hard it is to be alive let alone try and live and build a life with you.

You were hurt all your life, the trauma you experienced is something no one should ever have to undergo.

And it makes me sad that you had to witness this so young, so beautiful and pure.

No wonder you spent some of your life doing what you did. We are all searching for love in different places.

I wish I could take you up in my arms as a baby and nurture you like we all deserve.

I love you dearly and with a kiss on the cheek this marks the vision of a continued and more harmonious life together.

May we grow and find respite in these times and treat eachother well.

We all are going to suffer, it’s the ones worth suffering for that matters and it’s you.

I love you Mr. Jacobs.

– Amber @diosraw