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The Human Family Community Open Threads #85: Warm Hugs

This is a project called “The Human Family Community Open Threads.” These open threads will be for anyone to comment on and express how they feel, if you need a friend, any ideas, to make new friends, thoughts, topics, quotes or simply if you feel alone or lonely or suicidal or want to speak to others; feel free to comment below and start a conversation. You are not alone.

The Human Family Open Thread #85

~DiosRaw 05/03/21

Poetry #125: Purgatorial Sinkhole

Within the core of these bones I can feel the tingling

From sour nights and long days

Night and day

Numbed with pills

Until the night spills

Numbed and stilled

Cold and chilled

This is how withdrawals feel

Day neurotransmitters

Night flat reality spoiling litters

Afraid of evenings stale and bleak

Shutting down, toxic leak

Burning eyes

Silent cries

Lonely realms

Complex situations

Logical insuntinations

Tired of reigniting the pain in my being

My heart cracks and I call out to my maker

If you leave me hanging

I might as well lay down and die

The world appears plastic

My ligaments spastic

This overwhelming dam is drastic

You think it will never happen to you, something so dramatic

Masking the wounds voicing sarcastic

The outside faces, enthusiastic

You see this sweet girl

With shards of glass under her skin

Maybe the strongest drug for a human being is another human being

If only the Great Spirit would let me in

Purgatory

Sinkhole

Please weave the web back into the whole

Quivering and shaking

So much giving and not much taking

Tell me what is the moon without the sun?

Where did the days go of having fun?

I search for the fragments of you in every dry well

And wonder if I will survive this draught

‘Cause one day I want to smile

As the woman walking the miles

‘Cause then I’ll be free

‘Cause then I’ll be free

To be the authentic real me.

~DiosRaw 04/03/21 21:20PM

The Human Family Community Open Threads #84: Cheering You On Today Invisibly

This is a project called “The Human Family Community Open Threads.” These open threads will be for anyone to comment on and express how they feel, if you need a friend, any ideas, to make new friends, thoughts, topics, quotes or simply if you feel alone or lonely or suicidal or want to speak to others; feel free to comment below and start a conversation. You are not alone.

The Human Family Open Thread #84

~DiosRaw 04/03/21

The Human Family Community Open Threads #83: Head In The Clouds, Feet On The Ground

This is a project called “The Human Family Community Open Threads.” These open threads will be for anyone to comment on and express how they feel, if you need a friend, any ideas, to make new friends, thoughts, topics, quotes or simply if you feel alone or lonely or suicidal or want to speak to others; feel free to comment below and start a conversation. You are not alone.

The Human Family Open Thread #83

~DiosRaw 03/03/21

~Scapegoated & Blamed~

“As well as being considered weird, black sheep are often scapegoated and blamed for the majority of a family’s problems. This tendency to scapegoat is known in psychology as the “Identified Patient.“

The “Identified Patient” or IP, was a term that emerged in the 1950s to describe the actions of sick and dysfunctional families and their tendency to assign one person in the family as a scapegoat to their problems.

Essentially, the Identified Patient is said to be a way that families avoid their own internal pain, disappointments, and struggles, by pointing the finger at another family member as the cause for all the problems they experience.

If you were the Identified Patient in your family, you were most likely chosen as the “trouble maker” or “problem child” due to your status within the family (e.g., young, naive and abusable, or older, headstrong and threatening), or your differing Soul Age and personality, which drew attention to your contrasting likes, tastes, and habits. Naturally, these qualities placed a big bullseye on your head and were used against you throughout your life.”

Source: https://lonerwolf.com/black-sheep-of-the-family/?utm_source=LonerWolf&utm_campaign=fffd8c0ffb-weekly_010321_black_sheep&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_4b168bb5ac-fffd8c0ffb-100777074&goal=0_4b168bb5ac-fffd8c0ffb-100777074&mc_cid=fffd8c0ffb&mc_eid=440df01dc3

The Human Family Community Open Threads #80: Big Warm Hugs To You

This is a project called “The Human Family Community Open Threads.” These open threads will be for anyone to comment on and express how they feel, if you need a friend, any ideas, to make new friends, thoughts, topics, quotes or simply if you feel alone or lonely or suicidal or want to speak to others; feel free to comment below and start a conversation. You are not alone.

The Human Family Open Thread #80

~DiosRaw 28/02/21