Within the core of these bones I can feel the tingling
From sour nights and long days
Night and day
Numbed with pills
Until the night spills
Numbed and stilled
Cold and chilled
This is how withdrawals feel
Day neurotransmitters
Night flat reality spoiling litters
Afraid of evenings stale and bleak
Shutting down, toxic leak
Burning eyes
Silent cries
Lonely realms
Complex situations
Logical insuntinations
Tired of reigniting the pain in my being
My heart cracks and I call out to my maker
If you leave me hanging
I might as well lay down and die
The world appears plastic
My ligaments spastic
This overwhelming dam is drastic
You think it will never happen to you, something so dramatic
Masking the wounds voicing sarcastic
The outside faces, enthusiastic
You see this sweet girl
With shards of glass under her skin
Maybe the strongest drug for a human being is another human being
If only the Great Spirit would let me in
Purgatory
Sinkhole
Please weave the web back into the whole
Quivering and shaking
So much giving and not much taking
Tell me what is the moon without the sun?
Where did the days go of having fun?
I search for the fragments of you in every dry well
And wonder if I will survive this draught
‘Cause one day I want to smile
As the woman walking the miles
‘Cause then I’ll be free
‘Cause then I’ll be free
To be the authentic real me.
~DiosRaw 04/03/21 21:20PM
