This is a project called “The Human Family Community Open Threads.” These open threads will be for anyone to comment on and express how they feel, if you need a friend, any ideas, to make new friends, thoughts, topics, quotes or simply if you feel alone or lonely or suicidal or want to speak to others; feel free to comment below and start a conversation. You are not alone.
The Human Family Open Thread #85
~DiosRaw 05/03/21
Within the core of these bones I can feel the tingling
From sour nights and long days
Night and day
Numbed with pills
Until the night spills
Numbed and stilled
Cold and chilled
This is how withdrawals feel
Day neurotransmitters
Night flat reality spoiling litters
Afraid of evenings stale and bleak
Shutting down, toxic leak
Burning eyes
Silent cries
Lonely realms
Complex situations
Logical insuntinations
Tired of reigniting the pain in my being
My heart cracks and I call out to my maker
If you leave me hanging
I might as well lay down and die
The world appears plastic
My ligaments spastic
This overwhelming dam is drastic
You think it will never happen to you, something so dramatic
Masking the wounds voicing sarcastic
The outside faces, enthusiastic
You see this sweet girl
With shards of glass under her skin
Maybe the strongest drug for a human being is another human being
If only the Great Spirit would let me in
Purgatory
Sinkhole
Please weave the web back into the whole
Quivering and shaking
So much giving and not much taking
Tell me what is the moon without the sun?
Where did the days go of having fun?
I search for the fragments of you in every dry well
And wonder if I will survive this draught
‘Cause one day I want to smile
As the woman walking the miles
‘Cause then I’ll be free
‘Cause then I’ll be free
To be the authentic real me.
~DiosRaw 04/03/21 21:20PM
It is in those moments when life becomes unbearable that we think of what means most to us in this life..
This is a project called “The Human Family Community Open Threads.” These open threads will be for anyone to comment on and express how they feel, if you need a friend, any ideas, to make new friends, thoughts, topics, quotes or simply if you feel alone or lonely or suicidal or want to speak to others; feel free to comment below and start a conversation. You are not alone.
The Human Family Open Thread #84
~DiosRaw 04/03/21
…when pain is over, the remembrance of it often becomes a pleasure. ~ Jane Austen, Persuasion
I understood myself only after I destroyed myself, dismembered myself. And only in the process of putting myself back together did I know who I really was…
What greater torment is there than to see that light (whatever that means to you), and then to see it eternally withdrawn..
The darkness makes everything disappear however it makes nothing go away…
There is a thin line that separates laughter and pain, comedy and tragedy, humor and hurt. ~ Erma Bombeck
This is a project called “The Human Family Community Open Threads.” These open threads will be for anyone to comment on and express how they feel, if you need a friend, any ideas, to make new friends, thoughts, topics, quotes or simply if you feel alone or lonely or suicidal or want to speak to others; feel free to comment below and start a conversation. You are not alone.
The Human Family Open Thread #83
~DiosRaw 03/03/21
When you think you’ve hit rock bottom the trap door opens and hell has another basement..
Inspired by Ace: fearlessfreesoul.com
“As well as being considered weird, black sheep are often scapegoated and blamed for the majority of a family’s problems. This tendency to scapegoat is known in psychology as the “Identified Patient.“
The “Identified Patient” or IP, was a term that emerged in the 1950s to describe the actions of sick and dysfunctional families and their tendency to assign one person in the family as a scapegoat to their problems.
Essentially, the Identified Patient is said to be a way that families avoid their own internal pain, disappointments, and struggles, by pointing the finger at another family member as the cause for all the problems they experience.
If you were the Identified Patient in your family, you were most likely chosen as the “trouble maker” or “problem child” due to your status within the family (e.g., young, naive and abusable, or older, headstrong and threatening), or your differing Soul Age and personality, which drew attention to your contrasting likes, tastes, and habits. Naturally, these qualities placed a big bullseye on your head and were used against you throughout your life.”
This is a project called “The Human Family Community Open Threads.” These open threads will be for anyone to comment on and express how they feel, if you need a friend, any ideas, to make new friends, thoughts, topics, quotes or simply if you feel alone or lonely or suicidal or want to speak to others; feel free to comment below and start a conversation. You are not alone.
The Human Family Open Thread #80
~DiosRaw 28/02/21
