Growing in vibrational and spiritual awareness is a birthright and for many of you, it is the soul’s reason you came here. Old souls especially struggle with this as they have had to deal with lifetimes on Gaia dealing with issues, karma, and unfinished business. The emotional result could be equated to guilt of enlightenment even though you can’t quantify how far you have come because there is no tangible way to measure growth upon, considering the 3D education that your logical brain has been cultivated in.