The Earth Swallows Me Whole

I have always wished for the earth to swallow me whole. I”ve imagined my body laying in the moss and think juicy green grasses. My being sinks into the crater the earth has opened up for me. I gently surrender towards the sky and the earth swallows me whole. I become food for the cycle of life, bugs and insects and microorganisms thrive off my decaying soul spacesuit. Gone but sharing energy with other life. Now that’s a fantasy when it all gets too much…